Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Epoh

Well... What in the world is going on?.. My life seems to be stuck in some vortex or something.  Things are so strange.  I'm almost numb, but i can still hurt.  Everything seems so blurry.  I use to know how to handle anything and approach things head on!  Lately though, i'm lost.  Just stumped and blank.  There are barely any words for me to explain.  I wish i COULD explain it- that would help me figure it out more.I do have complete faith and trust in God.  I know he knows what he is doing and what is happening now is suppose to... but i still have never felt so confused by it!  My head is tilted and one eyebrow i raised because ya got me as to what my life is doing.  Its... So... FRUSTRATING!! *deep sigh*This year i had a pretty good idea as to what might happen and where i might go.... but so far its the strangest thing... i'm SOOOOO thrown through a loop.  What the hell haha.  I never know whether to cry or laugh or stare off into space.  But i suppose that could be the definition of life.