Sunday, November 14, 2010

hot tottie.

My cheeks are cold from a seven block brisk walk. They slowly warm up as i sip the warm soothing citrus tottie.
Its another contemplative day... clouds napping in the sky.
All the bright clothes are fading into grays and soft yellows.
The cities usual rush has simmered into a slight hum as people relax taking in the change of season.
My theme today is blue.
Blue v-neck.
Blue sweater.
Blue hat and scarf.
Blue eyes.
Not to portray any sort of mood but i like the brightness and contrast to the day.
There is a lingering muse in the air. Not pressuring or limited. It just floats around waiting to be called upon.
I think it is most prominent this week.

10-20-2010

The air feels like my clothes... soft.. part of my body.
The light is as gentle as the air.
I could sleep in this atmosphere.
Nothing is stirring. Nothing draws near.
Its a slow, calm, perfect dusk.
This is what heaven whispers...
..contentment in a sensual world.

Sages

The sun is beaming in through the big windows shedding brilliant light through the room.
Everyone is in their daily zone tending to their thoughts.
As for myself i am at a strange contentment with new light beaming into my own world.
I live in a new world.
A world where i may be able to live the rest of my life.

October.

The breeze dances in across the porch matching the soft fluidity of the music playing to my right.
The warm colors of life bask in the glowing sun, all blending together in its own quiet symphony.
If the rest of my days emulate one such as this, I find contentment in knowing the natural love in the air shall comfort my heart.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Salt Lake City

Boy oh boy. My life just gets too crazy and doesn't want me to blog. Ah well. clearly it only needs to happen once a year or so.
Since i was last on here... I moved back to Utah for family purposes. I went back to my usual working and performing and stressing over family life style. After a year of that and getting wore out.. I ditched it all and moved up to Salt Lake. I am very happy now.
I have been able to step back and take time for me again. I've been able to dive back into art. My spirituality. My friendships. And adventuring. I live with Megan again and we are learning a lot together and trying to make the most out of our days.
Today we went to breakfast and coffee and laughed and played as we usually do. We then relaxed for a bit trying to write songs while enjoying the smell of the heater going and watching the snow. Megan is at work now (lame) and I am listening to holiday music, about read more of a great book that this fascinating boy let me borrow. I am also going to be hanging out with this boy later today. So all in all today is one of the more calm but no less beautiful of my Salt Lake days.
Whats interesting about how my life progresses is that it just keeps doing so. I'll be writing or blogging or hanging out with friends counting myself blessed that I have learned what I have and been where I have been and feel like I couldn't learn more.. but each passing year, or month, or day even, my life takes me directions I never expect and I learn things that I never would have guessed were there. And the most amazing part of it all is I'll only be 25 this year and I have so much more to live and learn.
I get overwhelmed with a feeling of euphoria when I think about how beautiful life is. And every moment is a touching one. Every person I meet is a perfect character in my story. I couldn't be more blessed than I am right now.... but as I say that I know tomorrow will give me more to grin and sigh about.
With this new life up here.. I have more time (for a second) to write. So I hope I can fill you in more. But I don't promise anything haha. As past proof has been... I am much better at writing in my comp. books.
Cao.