life is too short lately. Things have happened where i realize this all to much. That we should all get over the past and focus on living today and accepting people and just trying to all pull together so we can make this life the least lonely as possible.
And all the while.. as i sit here realizing these things... i find it hard to move on from one thing.... one person really. Its so weird. Everyone says i'm better off with out this person and that i seem much happier. But they don't know. And who are we to say life is better WITHOUT someone? Really? Life is better without friends or enemies or comedians or fishermen? Okay so that last sentence doesn't make sense. But why must we all waste time hating and being mad and holding grudges? Think of the other things we could be doing! Going and playing up the canyon.. randomly dressing up and making videos.. making collages... finding great books at borders and discussing them.......... instead we seclude ourselves and stew over things that are long gone and learned from.
Of course i need to be taking my own advice here... but at least i'm admitting to it haha.
I love you all. I apologize for not making it evident.
Thank you for everything.
