Epoh

Well... What in the world is going on?.. My life seems to be stuck in some vortex or something.  Things are so strange.  I'm almost numb, but i can still hurt.  Everything seems so blurry.  I use to know how to handle anything and approach things head on!  Lately though, i'm lost.  Just stumped and blank.  There are barely any words for me to explain.  I wish i COULD explain it- that would help me figure it out more.I do have complete faith and trust in God.  I know he knows what he is doing and what is happening now is suppose to... but i still have never felt so confused by it!  My head is tilted and one eyebrow i raised because ya got me as to what my life is doing.  Its... So... FRUSTRATING!! *deep sigh*This year i had a pretty good idea as to what might happen and where i might go.... but so far its the strangest thing... i'm SOOOOO thrown through a loop.  What the hell haha.  I never know whether to cry or laugh or stare off into space.  But i suppose that could be the definition of life.